I Can Fly

Yesterday night feel like a bit upset...
Feel like get screw up by someone...
Feel like don't trust everybody...
Only can trust myself...
But today wake up in the morning, I realize I still need to go on for 10 months..
I just be here 10 days...
Then I suddenly hear a song "I can Fly.."
I need to take a deep breathe, and endure on it...
I need to take it all, and go on for the 10 months!!
I need to be strong..
I need to be Undefeatable!!!
Come on anything else?! I can take it!

兴奋

今早感觉兴奋和期待。。

SHOW 今天又带我到VIRGO的露天台。。

感觉真的是太爽了当我看见太阳，和吹着强大的海风。。

打了几个电话，突然有点想念那只钥匙，

就不知不觉地SMS她。。

跟她聊了一下，感觉更加的舒服。。

是不是对她情未了呢？！

还是感觉寂寞这段时间？！

但是那天和她唱K过后一起回时感觉好奇怪。。

当我们对看的时候更加的尴尬。。

思想现在有点混乱。。

当我来到LIBRA时，更加多东西让我感觉兴奋。。

我被派去一个不错的OUTLET，专煮A La Carte 的。。

这边的人大多数都比较友善比起Virgo。。

最重点是刚才Chef告诉我们，叫我们努力点因为下个月他的厨房有两个1st cook 要走了。。

我们有机会取代他们。。

真是太兴奋了。。

唯一个东西没让我高兴的是我的室友两个不是很友善，一个还是吸烟的。。

Last Night On Land

今晚是最后一晚在自己的房间度过零静的夜晚。。
下次回来将会是5个月过后的事情。
不知房间会保持原貌还是已经铺满灰尘。。
不知家人会不会还是一样的上下班。。
不知朋友们的友情会不会疏远。。

刚刚收拾完行李，当背起时感觉很重。。
这个背包实在是很重，
但是得告诉自己要撑下去，背到终点。。

在这里只想说几句话。。
“爸，妈对不起之前所犯下的错。
放心吧，我会照顾自己的，也会自爱的。。
因为我已经大了，得到社会走一趟。。
爸，妈。。还有四位姐姐
我爱你们”

“朋友们，在这里只想说，
谢谢你们的祝福，等我回来吧。。
我们再去开始我们的Fried Oyster旅程。。
再去看戏，唱K，再来搞派对。。
不要让距离拉远我们的感情。”

最后只想说" I will be BACK!!"

Endure 忍

First shit thing happened before I get on board in this morning,
Feel like get cheated by people..
Who can blame?!
NO ONE, this is because before Not get ready everything in black & white..
The only thing can do is Endure it,
and take it as a challenge, experience & lesson
keep it into my Lesson of Life folder..

I can feel that more shit things are incoming to me & my friend..
Let us take all the challenge & Endure it..
We can do it!!
Take a deep breathe, relax, and change the shit things turn into your STRENGTH!!

Good Start on 2011!

10th January 2011, morning 9am,
I had been meet up few new friends,
with experience,with joking around, with playing around..
5 days training at Johor with them,
make me more understand
in safety information, how to become a sea survival when emergency happen..
the skill to connect a social network with a new group,

In between this 5 days, there have a chemistry coming out from me and them..
we learn together, we work together as a team, building a strong team work.
In sea survival, sky scape, lifeboat, fire fighting, first aid we all can work as a team,
and done it well...
Although they are from different races, have Malay, Indian, and Indonesian..
But they will shared their experience, we share ours although it was little..
and we can talk in harmony, can joke around.. play around..

I realized my social skill is improving..
That will be a good starting for me, and this will be a BRAND NEW of me in this year & the future!

放下

今天经过一间书店，看见了一本书
“选择放下，才能活在当下”。
翻了翻这本书，发现还蛮有意思的，
感触了我一些事，一些思想。

有些感情要放得下，才能活得更加的幸福。
有些事情找不到答案，要学会放下，
才能活得更加自由。
固执的挣扎着，紧紧的握着拳头不放开
只会让自己更加的辛苦，更加的不自由。

我。。突然觉得累了，是时候要放开一切了。
放下了一切之前放不下的东西，
感觉轻松多了！
我选择放下，
活在自由，快乐，幸福的当下了。你呢？

Running OUT of Time!!

Hanging around too long, Working part time too long,
Playing around too long...
Didn't realize that my time was running out..
Someone told me I still left less than 1/2 months before i getting on board,
My heart, brain, all the organ stop function and freezing for 10 seconds,
I'm so confusing about what else I need to do before I get into board.
Who else I need to meet up,
What else I need to buy,
Where I need to go,


I need more time to stay with my family,
I need more time to hanging around and meet up with my friends to avoid the gap between us,
I need more time to prepare all the stuffs.
Just a bit more, 2 more weeks time is enough for me.
Even tough is near CNY,
Because I already know start from this year, my CNY will mostly won't celebrate at home.

Maybe I mess up everything from the beginning,
But I'll try to make it right.
Just give me some TIME..